Keep Dreaming

IRONMAN 70.3 ROCKFORD TRAINING – WEEK 5 WRAP-UP – APRIL 6, 2025

I rarely remember dreams upon waking up, and if I do, I generally can’t remember the particulars. But the other night I was dreaming about swimming. It really wasn’t anything of note, but there I was in the pool, swimming laps. I have a past history of being very straightforward about swimming – I hate it. I consider it something I am forced to do to get to the two things in this dumb sport that I like. Yes, I know that there are duathlons and other biking and running events that don’t even include swimming, but those events don’t have an announcer shouting ” CHRIS – YOU ARE AN IRONMAN!” So, therefore, I swim.

But what was my dream telling me? I haven’t even started swim training yet, as spring has just barely started, and I haven’t opened my pool yet. Was it subconsciously telling me that I need to get after it? I remember actually having a fun time in my dream while I was swimming. Is that a sign that maybe I can find a small amount of joy in swimming? Maybe the only way I can enjoy swimming is to dream that I enjoy swimming.

When I started training for my first Ironman in 2013, I can remember how much time I spent thinking about it. Ironman was the only thing on my mind when my head hit the pillow and the first thing on my mind when I woke up. Daydreaming is dreaming, too, right? I spent a lot of time daydreaming about Ironman, from how long it would take me to how to celebrate the finish. When I’m swimming, thinking about swimming is often on my mind because there’s nothing to distract you from it. I don’t have any fancy underwater music players or earphones. You just hear yourself moving through water and try not to think about how much of a drag swimming is. Well, at least for me, that is what I do.

But no matter how much I think I dislike swimming, there is satisfaction when getting it done. It’s hard to beat the feeling of crossing the finish line in a race, but getting out of the water has resulted in some of my best race-day photos. I’m seemingly just as happy to be done with the swim as I am with the race overall.

Looks like I kinda had fun finishing this swim.

It won’t be long, and I will be back in the pool, putting in laps and daydreaming about the next swim challenge that is coming up in June. Until then, I will keep dreaming that swimming is something to enjoy.

Week 5 Totals:  Swims 0 – Bikes 3 rides/63.5 miles – Runs 3/18 miles 

11 weeks left!

Character Building

IRONMAN 70.3 ROCKFORD TRAINING – WEEK 4 WRAP-UP – MARCH 30, 2025

I was a little concerned about the weather for the weekend, so I thought I might have to shuffle things around again to make sure that I got the important weekend workouts done and not skip them.  Sunday looked to be the worst of the weather, so I moved that long run to Friday and did two hours of easy run/walk through 10 miles.  Friday was a good day to do it; a little windy, but otherwise, very comfortable.

That left Saturday for the bike as usual.  My plan indicated that I was supposed to do two hours and fifteen minutes of riding.  A day or two earlier, Jim, a local friend who admins our local bike “club,” posted on Facebook that he was planning a 3-hour gravel ride on Saturday.  Three hours was a little more than the 2:15 ride I was supposed to do, but I figured it wouldn’t kill me.  I replied that I’d be there and crossed my fingers for good weather.

I normally would have ridden to the normal meet-up location, but since the ride was going to be three hours, I didn’t want the extra 40 minutes of riding.  I loaded my stuff into my truck and drove to meet Jim.  As I backed out of the driveway, I could see sprinkles of rain on the windshield.  It was raining consistently when I met up with Jim and another rider, Dave.  I invited Jim into my truck, as he had ridden the half-mile to the school from his house, and we checked the radar.  The rain let up enough to begin the ride, but since Jim’s house was on the way, we stopped for him to get some extra riding gear to handle the weather.  I was starting to think that this ride was going to be a character builder – one that you don’t want to do, but if forced to do it, you would get it done.

As we began again, the rain had stopped, but what was on the road was spraying our legs, feet, and butts.  But it wouldn’t be long before we would dry out from riding and enjoying a nice gravel ride through the Midewin National Tallgrass Prairie.  We had no overall plan other than to get to Midewin and then wander through the park, exploring different abandoned roads and trails that none of us had explored before.  Jim had realized that his front tire was going flat, and I just so happened to have brought along my new electronic pocket pump, which filled his tire quickly, and thanks to his tubeless tire setup, I think the tire probably had enough sealant in it to stop the leak.  

Upon riding through Midewin for a while, we arrived at a newly re-opened trail that had been closed for the past couple of seasons. Jim suggested that we ride over Route 53 and then loop back.  I looked at my watch, and it showed 1 hour and 50 minutes of riding.  The Gilligan’s Island theme song popped into my head – “A three hour tour, a three hour tour.”  If we kept riding further out, this was going to turn into a much longer than a three-hour ride.  It was a good thing that I had a stash of extra gels in my bike top tube bag.

Of course, the first bridge we got to said “CLOSED DANGER” or something like that.  We crossed it anyway.  Building character.  The next little bridge we came to was also apparently closed, as it had mounds of crushed limestone piled in front of it.  The ground next to it looked wet but possibly passable, so we dismounted and walked through the wet stuff, just barely sensing some water seeping into our shoes.  More character building.  We rode a little further and came to another bridge that was impassable due to a creek, and we just weren’t ready for that type of character building, so we decided to turn back.  Upon getting to the swampy bridge that we had previously just passed, I said screw it and rode my bike through it.  It might not have been the most sound idea I have had, but I must have picked the correct gearing to get through it without sinking.  We gathered again, and up ahead of us was a single rider stopped, looking at the ground.  She was looking at a snake she had narrowly missed and then said hello.  After a brief introduction, Kristen said that she was from South Carolina and had recently relocated to the Chicago area and was exploring the preserve.  She was headed for the direction we had just turned back from, and she decided to join us as we found an alternate route.  Kristen wasn’t any new rider; she shot ahead with us three older guys trying to keep up.  She wanted to see the bison, so we headed that way, and we weren’t disappointed.  The bison were out grazing in the prairie, and Kristen found them to be worth the trip to the area.

Photo credit to Kristen via Facebook

Kristen decided to visit the park’s visitor center, and we parted ways, deciding to head back to our cars.  We got a little turned around, riding a little bit out or our way again (more character building), then finally into the town of Manhattan.  We decided to pick up some fuel, but the little eatery that Jim wanted to stop at was now closed.  A trip a little bit down the road found us parking our bikes in front of a Dunkin’ Donuts and heading in for a brief refueling.  Then it started to sprinkle.

The sprinkling led to consistent rain, and it wasn’t looking good.  We opted to ride a busier road as it was a more direct route, but other than the driving rain, we had no further issues.  

I had mentioned this character-building ride several times to Jim as we kept making dumb decisions, and each time he said he didn’t need any character building, as he was already a “character.”  Aren’t we all?

But the ride did provide a couple of insights for me.  If I need to ride in weather conditions that I would normally avoid, I can do it.  And, after logging nearly 56 miles, I don’t have to worry about covering that distance in my upcoming race. Twelve more weeks of character-building to go.

Week 4 Totals:  Swims 0 – Bikes 3 rides/84.5 miles – Runs 4/23 miles

Settling In

IRONMAN 70.3 ROCKFORD TRAINING – WEEK 3 WRAP-UP – MARCH 23, 2025

As I headed out the door to wrap up the week with an 8-mile run, I had a couple things on my mind. First, don’t overdo this run. Find a nice, easy pace and settle in for the duration. And second, get this run done before it starts raining!

I found that the comfortable pace I started out with was good, right in the zone of not overdoing anything. But as hustled across the street with the green light, my pace quickened, and the next thing I knew I was running at my usual running pace. Once I was a mile into the run, and also into the hills, I realized that this was not the original plan, I reigned myself back in and got back into a more casual pace.

If you are a runner, you probably have a pace that you run, one that your body just falls into and feels natural. Most people walk at the same pace every time or talk at the same rate as well. Running is no different. Although I am saying pace, what I really mean is cadence. When my buddies and I were training for our first Ironman in 2013, we were wrapping up a long bike with a short run together, and one of them commented that I took a lot of steps. I quickly replied, “Yes, 180 steps per minute.” That I knew how many steps I took per minute was a surprise to him, but unknowingly I had settled into my usual cadence. I was a little faster of a runner than they were at the time, and I had shortened my stride to run with them, but that same cadence or leg turnover remained the same. I had settled into that cadence.

As I wrap up Week 3 of training, I have also found myself settling into the routine of training for a 70.3. That feeling of being in the right zone is where I need to be right now.

Week 3 Totals:  Swims 0 – Bikes 3 rides/53.5 miles – Runs 6/26 miles 

Settling in – 13 weeks to go!

It’s All Coming Back To Me

IRONMAN 70.3 ROCKFORD TRAINING – WEEK 2 WRAP-UP – MARCH 16, 2025

This week was a little turned around for me.  The weather was cool some days, then it shot up to the mid 70s and turned windy.  Plus, I had to testify in a big local case that ate up my Thursday sitting around waiting to “speak the truth,” as a former coworker used to call testifying in court.  I hadn’t testified in a criminal case in probably 15 years, and that one was a huge case.  I admit I had a little bit of nerves, as well as just not having the best start to my week in general.  So, following the plan meant making some adjustments this week.

My tri bike hasn’t been ridden with any regularity since I raced my last Ironman race in Chattanooga in 2021.  Occasionally I would get it down, pump up the tires and take a short spin on it, but it really has just been literally hanging around in the garage from the ceiling.  I have been mostly riding my gravel bike, which gives me the option of riding more than just paved trails and roads.  It is a comfortable ride and has been pretty dependable.  Since signing up for the Rockford 70.3, I knew that the tri bike would be the better choice for the race. 

Some people give their bike a name, like “Leroy,” or “Black Beauty,” but I have always referred to my tri bike as my “Pile of Money.” Not very catchy, I must admit, but it is true – tri bikes are stupidly expensive.  I lifted it off the hooks where it hangs from the garage ceiling, gave it a good mechanical going over, pumped some air in the tires, and waited for an optimal day to ride it.  Since Saturday is my typical long ride day in my plan, the weather looked to be better on Friday to do the ride.  It was a warm day, but the winds were straight out of the south, maybe a little southwest, but I figured that once I got to the east/west trail, I wouldn’t need to worry about the wind.  

I fired up all my gizmos, put my water bottle in the cage, and threw my leg over the seat to head out.  Wow.  I have forgotten how uncomfortable tri bikes are.  I can’t believe that I have ridden this thing through 5 Ironman races and thousands of training miles.  My butt had immediate memory recall.  That seat is nowhere near as comfortable as the one on my gravel bike.  The gravel bike isn’t as nimble but the tri bike reacts to me doing the smallest little movement.  It took a little time to get used to that feeling again.  I also couldn’t believe how much faster I felt like I was riding.  

Then I hit the cross winds.  Riding my tri bike with aero wheels is a little like carrying a piece of plywood on a windy day.  But that got sorted out pretty quickly.  

Then came the calf muscle cramps!  Let’s not forget about how fun those are.  People will ask why they get cramps when riding, and many will offer dehydration, or lack of electrolytes, and suggest drinking pickle juice for some crazy reason.  Sure, I guess those could be things to look at.  But for me, Charlie Horse-type calf cramps always occur at the beginning of a training cycle, when my calf muscles just aren’t ready for the workload yet.  There’s a reason why we ease into training with a base phase.  It reminded me of when I used to coach youth baseball.  At the first practice, I would pitch batting practice and end the day with my arm dragging on the ground.  I could never remember to get my arm ready for the season.  But by the end of the season, I was in no need of a reliever.

Coming home, a nice tailwind that pushed me up to 30 mph.  That was exhilarating somewhat, and definitely put a smile on my face.  That is one memory jog that made me feel good about riding the tri bike.

While I was testifying, I soon found the questions to be very familiar and could easily predict where the discussion was heading.  I settled in and got through it.  And with the tri bike, they say that you never forget how to ride a bike.  That might be true, but there is a little more to it with getting comfortable again riding my “Pile of Money.”  I’m sure getting reacquainted will be quick.  I hope I get reacquainted with swimming as easily.  

Week 2 Totals:  Swims 0 – Bikes 2 rides/35 miles – Runs 3/14.5 miles 

Fourteen weeks to go!

 

 

Winter Maintenance Paying Off

IRONMAN 70.3 ROCKFORD TRAINING – WEEK 1 WRAP-UP – MARCH 9, 2025

As most amateur athletes do, I beat myself up through spring, summer, and fall, then use winter to recover, maintain fitness and get ready for the ritual to start all over again.  Winter maintenance for me mostly means staying out of the cold and training indoors on the treadmill and a stationary bike at my workplace gym.  It’s been a pretty mild winter and I did get outside occasionally to put in some running miles, but they were all done at an easy pace.

When I ride the stationary bike indoors, I usually set the level to a slightly hard spin, and just sit and do the work.  I often will finish with an hour ride with a 16 mph average, and I wonder how accurate that average is.  Sure I am sweating, and I can feel like I used my legs, but experience has shown that when I ride outside, a 16 mph average will kick my butt.  

The weather turned nice for early March in Chicagoland this weekend and I decided to join a group ride on Sunday. The post said to expect a 16-17 mph average pace, but seeing that my plan called for 75 minutes of riding, I wasn’t too worried about it as I would ride to join the group and then split off when I needed to. I held on to the group as we casually warmed up for a few miles. But after about 15 minutes into it, I was working pretty hard to hang on. I purposely didn’t bring any gels with me to avoid being tempted to ride farther than my plan called for, and when we reached an intersection about 5 miles into the ride, the group went west, and I turned east toward home. Proud of myself for not overdoing my first outdoor ride since last fall.

Me waving from the rear, where I would start and where I would end.

Upon getting home, the ride ended at 25 total miles, 94 minutes of riding, and an average of 15.3 mph. That was about what I was expecting. Factoring in periods of slowing for walkers on the bike path, slowing for traffic, and the leisurely start pace of the riding group, the effort was probably pretty close to 16 mph average. But I’m not fooling myself, I was worn out, much more so than when I ride the stationary bike. But winter maintenance seems to be doing an adequate job at keeping me close to being ready to reclaim mid-year form. I just have to follow the plan and not overdo the training when a group ride dangles in front of me like a GU pack.

A good start for the first week of training. 4 runs/17 miles, 3 rides/55 miles, and swimming will have to wait until I get my pool open.

15 Weeks to go!

Ironman 70.3 Rockford Illinois – Let The Fun Begin!

IRONMAN 70.3 ROCKFORD TRAINING – WEEK 1

Back in June 2024, my running and Ironman friend Susan messaged me to ask if I had heard any rumblings about a new Ironman 70.3 race coming to the Midwest, specifically the Chicago area.  We were trying to come up with which community had the best shot at it – Chicago?  Crystal Lake?  Maybe the North Shore area?  I had not heard anything about a new race, but it started spreading excitement and it wasn’t long before Ironman made the announcement that Rockford, Illinois would be the newest race on the 70.3 circuit.  Although I wasn’t really planning to do any more long distance triathlon racing, I was definitely interested.  Once it was announced and sign-up opened, I decided to be among the first racers in this inaugural race.  

Rockford is located about 90 minutes from me, so having a race that I won’t have to travel far to is a nice bonus.  Once the weather warms up, I plan on driving out and doing the bike loop to see what will be in store for us on race day.  I have run the now defunct Rockford Marathon twice – 2009 and 2010 – the prior being my return to marathoning after a long break from running that distance.  So the return to Rockford for the 70.3 is somewhat befitting, since it has been four years since my last Ironman and eleven years since my one and only 70.3 in Muncie, Indiana.  Time to get that adrenaline rush going again and enjoying triathlon training.

Rockford Marathon finish 2009

 

Rockford Marathon finish 2010

Two of my Gunner teammates will be joining in on the fun – Jeff, who is also planning on doing Ironman Wisconsin, and his sister Jan.  This race might be the first half-iron race for them, but they are experienced Ironman finishers.  There are also a few local friends doing it as well – Jennifer, who just rocks whatever race she does – Leah, who has officially dipped her toes into the triathlon waters and now is ready to do a cannonball into the deep end – and Chad, who I met last year on a local gravel ride and has since finished Ironman Chattanooga.  I hope I haven’t forgotten anyone.  I think Susan opted to pass, but I’m sure I will see her on many of the training rides this summer.

I will be following the competitive 16-week plan in Don and Melanie Fink’s IronFit Secrets for Half Iron-Distance Triathlon Success, the same book I used for training before.  

Monday is a rest day, and today, Tuesday called for a 45-minute Zone 2 run, which I did on the treadmill.  I got through it somehow.  Swimming will have to wait until closer to May when I open my pool up.  I tend to just swim straight and practice some simple drills for 30-45 minutes, which should be sufficient for this swim in the current aided Rock River.  Biking will be done on the stationary bike at work until the weather gets better.  Which reminds me, I better get that tri bike out of the garage and give it a good going over.  It hasn’t been ridden in several years.  I know for a fact that the rear brakes need an overall, and the chain might need to be replaced.  I will get on that soon.

So there you have it, back in the saddle for some more Ironman-ish fun! 

Can Losing Be Better For You?

I started running for the same reasons most people do – to drop some pounds, feel better, and give this bored guy something to do.  Most people lose interest in running after a while, but I caught the competitive bug.  I got to a point where I wanted to see if I could add an extra mile, if I could lower that mile pace time, if I could complete a 10K.  When I started racing I was hooked and always looking to perform at my best.

Some people can enter a race and not actually race it, but not me.  I need to know how I did against others, against the clock, and against my previous efforts.  How else do you know how well you are performing if you aren’t comparing yourself to those parameters?

When I race I have found over the years that I will be in the upper middle of the pack, somewhere around 25-30% of the field.  This plays out during the race and is very apparent in the results at the end of the race.  I have finished in first place overall once, been a top-three age grouper in many other races, and have been squeaked out of a podium finish many, many times.  There is always a post-race analysis of the finisher results for me.  How did I do overall?  How did I do against the other males?  Against the other age groupers?  Against my past efforts?  But does the analysis make me feel any better?  Generally, I’m happy to receive any award at all, and if I do better than the average then I am content.  However, if I just miss out on getting on the podium, I am going to mull that over for a while.  What if I hadn’t pushed too hard at the beginning of the race?  What if I didn’t waste so much time in transition from swim to bike?  Where could I have gotten faster?

I read an interesting article (Inc. Magazine – Haden, Jeff) today about how counterfactual thinking can affect your happiness.  In the article, it points to a study in which the faces of the gold/silver/bronze medallists at the 1992 Summer Olympic Games were examined to determine who was the happiest.  Of course, the gold medal winner was happy.  But the big surprise was that the bronze medalists were almost always more happy than the silver medalist.  The gold medalists came out on top and were super happy.  The bronze medalist is the one who beat out all the rest to be in the top three.  But the silver medalist is the one who will be thinking about what went wrong.

Counterfactual thinking is an interesting concept.  Basically with counterfactual thinking, you find yourself wondering “what if?” in certain outcomes and play out alternatives in your mind.  The silver medalists will use upward counterfactual thinking, judging themselves only against the gold medal winner according to the article.  They will dwell on the second-place finish, thinking about what they needed to do to win.  The bronze medalists often employ downward counterfactual thinking, comparing themselves to the others who missed out on the podium.  They are elated not to be in that group.  Whew!  Pretty interesting concept.

Although I think I’m aging past the point of dwelling on my placement in the field, there’s still the old guy age group that makes a difference for me.  But now I have a little more insight into how to make myself feel better about my performances.  Being thankful to still be in the hunt is feeling pretty good right now.

A first-place a/g win and two second-place a/g wins at Manteno Triathlon over the years.  I think I look pretty happy in all three!

The Forge Gravel Triathlon Race Report

When:  07/20/2024

Where:  The Forge – Lemont, Illinois

Distance:  Off-road Sprint – 14 miles total: ~ 540 yard SWIM, ~ 10 mile BIKE, ~ 3 mile RUN

Results:  1:20:34 –  Overall & A/G placement – Who Really Knows?

Results Link:  The Forge Gravel Triathlon Results

A lot can happen in three years. I certainly changed in that short period, taking time off from almost any type of race that involved going fast, and concentrating on going long and slow. But as I claw my way back into shorter and faster races, I find it difficult to get back to where I was. The Forge Gravel Triathlon has also changed since the last time I did it, adding a very technical (i.e. scary hard) section to the run course that involved a lot of walking and praying that I wouldn’t fall. I ended up with a time about 5.5 minutes slower than in 2021, which I can’t be too upset about. I’m actually somewhat impressed that I held it together through the last mile of the run. It wasn’t easy.

All set up and waiting for the start.

As I drove over a very potholed road into The Forge on Friday to pick up my race packet, I was reminded that this road is part of the course, and it was going to need my full attention on race day. I was up at 4 am on Saturday to get ready for the race. The drive to Lemont was an easy trip and I parked in my usual spot at Lemont HS and rode my bike into the park along the I & M Canal trail. Once there I racked my bike, set up my transition area, then started taking in the important Swim Out, Bike Out, and Run Out portions of transition. That led me to discover that the run-out now takes a narrow path, winding around and eventually dumping you on the trail. I decided a warm-up jog was in order, and headed down the trail to see what parts were changed and what to expect. I saw my friend Tony walking down the path and we exchanged pleasantries. He was there to volunteer as a lifeguard in a kayak, which is very much appreciated. He has a super-packed race schedule this year, so I was a little surprised that he finds time to volunteer for stuff like this.

Back to the warm-up jog, it led me to a very technical portion of the park that is used for mountain biking. It had steep drops and climbs, with many rocks and other gnarly stuff. I “jogged” through some of it until I finally decided I had seen enough and returned to prep for the race.

I saw another friend Leah, and I asked her husband Steve if he was wearing “the shirt”. “Oh yeah, I’m wearing it!” He wears this shirt that says “I DON’T DO MARATHONS, I DO A MARATHONER” to all her events and it gives me a chuckle every time. Leah and I chatted about our nervousness and then got ready.

Even though the water was 75 d. F. and wetsuit legal, I opted for my Roka swimskin, a sort of swim outfit that is supposed to reduce drag in the water. I love my wetsuit, but struggling to get it off after a swim can be a chore.

I was one of the first triathletes to head down to the swim start area and I found myself first in line in Wave 2. Looking at some of the athletes behind me had me thinking that I should probably move back, but I kept my spot and waited for the start. After the Elite Wave group of about 10-12 started, we all started to make our way to the dock and jump in, separated by about 5 seconds. It was a good swim for me – the water was a good temperature, I settled into my pace easily and had zero contact. I started to tire and felt a little out of breath on the last section heading back to the dock, but I got through it fine. SWIM TIME: 13:36

Into T1, I easily unzipped my swimskin and lowered it to my midsection, while sitting down, drying my feet, putting on socks/shoes, grabbing my helmet and bike, jogging to Bike Out, and then I realized I hadn’t fully taken off the swimskin! I stopped, leaned my bike against the fence, stripped it off, tossing it back to my transition area, and then off on my way to ride. T1 TIME: 2:32

I redlined the ride in true Gunner fashion. I was breathing heavily and my legs were screaming at me, but I soon found myself concentrating on my line on this twisty-turning trail and looking out for others as well. I passed a few and had a few pass me, but still felt like I was giving it my best effort. I knew that I wanted to press hard here and try to gain some time advantage because I knew I would be walking some of the run. BIKE TIME: 37:21

T2 was quick for me! It took me all of 44 seconds to rack my bike, take off my helmet and cycling shoes, put on my running shoes, grab my bib belt and visor while running to Run Out. I’m usually not that quick! T2 TIME: 0:44

A photo of the early part of the run course. The gnarlier stuff came later.

Once on the run I secured my bib belt, got my visor on, and carefully jogged through the opening path leading to the trail. It helped me settle down a little. As I got to the flat main trail, I started pushing pace and was doing quite well. Fortunately, a volunteer directed me over a bridge or I would have blown straight past her, cleaving off about 2/3s of a mile from the course. I was running pretty well on the flat trail and when I got to the technical part the walking began. There’s no way you could run up these little hills. On one of them, I was almost crawling up it. Fortunately, I didn’t have any mishaps and was about to finish that section when I heard a guy yelling about being confused about where to turn. I found that the run course was pretty clearly marked with arrows, but could understand how someone could get confused. He had been ahead of me, so I told him to follow me and got him going in the right direction again. I hit the gas for the last half mile back and finished pretty strongly. RUN TIME: 26:23

I was recovering a little past the finish line when I had a guy come up and ask me if my watch showed three miles. I informed him that it did and he said that he only had two miles recorded for the run. Five minutes later, a young lady also inquired about the run distance, saying she only had done two miles. Things were starting to get a little weird. It wasn’t long after the race that the race director grabbed a microphone and explained that somehow an arrow on the course had been moved, directing runners in the wrong direction. He advised that he couldn’t change the results, but if anyone in the crowd was aware that their run was short by a mile, to do the right thing and let him know. I didn’t see anyone approach him.

That somewhat explains the difference in my finish place compared to 2021. I finished 22nd overall in that race, and finished 60th in this one! And to add insult to injury, I placed 5th in my age group, but when I looked at the results, it was pretty clear that at least two of them had questionable run times. I should have been 3rd overall in the age group. I was robbed of an A/G spot!!! Oh well, it’s not that big of a deal. The bigger picture is that I raced well, felt good about my performance, and had a great time.

It was nice to get back to racing triathlon again.

Taking in the view waiting for the awards.

Ka-KLUNK! & Other Noises From Me

My gravel bike has been my riding choice this year, as it is more versatile and the tri-bike hangs in the garage, needing a tune-up and a reason to do it. Most of my weekday rides have been in the 20-25 mile range and I have stayed mainly on the local paved trail. Some of it is smooth as butter, but most of the portions of the trail have cracks and bumps, which are hard to avoid. And every bump lately has also come with a loud Ka-KLUNK! The sound was curious at first, causing me to wonder about it, but also to completely ignore it. But on my ride on Thursday, the sound was really bugging me.

The sound sometimes sounded like it came from the front fork, other times it was the back of the bike. But it seemed to echo through the carbon fiber frame of my bike. I tried coasting over bumps – Ka-KLUNK! I tried riding faster over bumps – Ka-KLUNK! I removed my water bottle – Ka-KLUNK! I checked and tightened all my screws – Ka-KLUNK! I removed the top tube bag which contains a bunch of stuff – Ka-KLUNK! One last thing to check was the saddle bag, which includes my flat repair tools – BINGO! No more Ka-KLUNK! It was a little surprising because it was tucked very tightly under the saddle and packed so full of junk that nothing loose could have been moving around. I added a piece of foam between the bag and saddle for now and have been riding Ka-KLUNK-free.

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I had gotten a couple of flats while riding on the tarred and chipped roads we have around here, and the inspection of my rear tire showed considerable wear on it. Little pointy rocks on the road and on the crushed limestone paths were easily causing small cuts and piercing my tube. I ended up buying a new tire to replace it. Replacing the tire was not easy. I got the old tire off easily enough, but the new tire was not going on at all. My son was called in to assist and we both struggled to get this tire on the wheel. We were eventually able to muscle it on, but it left me thinking about how hard it would be to fix a flat while out riding by myself.

I was scrolling through Reddit and saw a post on r/bikewrench from a guy who was having the same issue – couldn’t get the tire on the wheel. One guy responded that he could get it on in about 30 seconds. Others chimed in with the same advice the 30-second guy had and I was embarrassed to admit I had not heard of these instructions before. I bought a new matching tire for the front wheel and it went on much easier, and without having to call for assistance.

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One of the reasons to replace the front tire to match the back was to avoid looking silly, but also because I am doing my first triathlon in 3 years next weekend!  Yes, I’m racing a gravel/off-road triathlon next Saturday and the tires I have added to the bike should make for good traction at this course.  It’s a crushed limestone path with lots of turns, so hopefully I won’t have any problems negotiating those turns.  

I found myself looking at the participant’s list, hoping to see if I knew any other locals racing, but couldn’t resist taking a peek at what the competition looked like in the M60-64 age group.  There was one guy I found who had a very similar finish time to me and I figured he was my main competition.  I searched his name and found that he’s a triathlon coach.  Great.  Well, I’m still going to give it a good effort and try to be competitive, despite trying to ease back into it after having hamstring injuries earlier this year.  While I was on vacation, I was able to ride 10 miles in about 35 minutes and run 3 miles in about 25, so I’m not too far from my race pace effort.  

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Speaking of coming back from injuries, I have been doing much better.  After my above-mentioned 25-mile bike ride on Thursday, I followed it up with a 9-mile run on Friday.  I fully expected to be sore and have to run a little slower on a rather warm and humid day.  But I was surprised to be running very well and pushed a good effort through 6-7 miles before the heat made me dial it back.  I’m glad that the stretching and smart training I have done has made a difference.  I just got to keep it up and not do something stupid like racing.  

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There’s a new Ironman 70.3 in Rockford, Illinois next year and of course, I had to sign up for it!  Feeling good about riding and running again, and since this race is fairly close to me, I decided that this is would be a good reentry point.  It’ll be a fun time!

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I haven’t told the wife yet, but I signed up for the Broken Anvil Backyard Ultra yesterday.  The race director said it was filling up and was capped at 100 participants.  So I checked and saw that it had 79 runners so far and figured why not sign up?  The race falls about 3 weeks out from the Chicago Marathon, so I can use it as my last long training run before then.  I really like the backyard format and this race has been fun the past two times I have done it.  I got through 50 miles in 2022, and 37 miles in 2023, so I’ll play it by ear and try to have some fun without wrecking myself. 

I’d better tell the wife that I signed up.  She hates it when she finds out on Facebook.  If I don’t break it to her soon, you might hear a Ka-KLUNK! from my skull.

I’m Proud Of It, So What?

I was on an ultramarathon Reddit page when I made a comment on a post about underestimating ultramarathons, mentioning how I felt ultras were more difficult than Ironman was for me. Then there was this reply to my comment:

“How do you know when someone has done an Ironman? Don’t worry, they’ll tell you.”

This is an old joke, and probably pretty fitting for most of us Ironman finishers. The guy thought that he was pretty witty I guess, even though it wasn’t even an original joke. Some people just feel the need to belittle others. I initially took his comment as an insult and then told him to stick it, and he then confirmed his insulting nature by trying to belittle me some more. A bully hiding behind his keyboard that I didn’t waste any more time on.

But it got me wondering if it was true? Could I be a little over the top with Ironman pride? Yeah, guilty as charged. I’m proud of being an Ironman, damn proud of it actually. It was something that I never thought was possible for me. I couldn’t swim 100 yards in a pool without stopping, and the thought of biking more than a century and then running a marathon after all of that – used to boggle my mind. I would watch the Ironman race on television and think that these people were superhuman.

Most finishers feel the accomplishment is worthy of celebration. We buy the gear – and wear it. We refuse to take off the athlete wristband for weeks after the race is over. Some follow a long-held tradition of getting the “M-dot” tattoo, usually on the right calf. Talk about telling others that you are in an elite club.

But this is not the first time I got the feeling that I need to dial it back. After my first finish, I took to wearing my new Ironman Wisconsin hoodie, the one with the athlete names on the back of it, every chance I could. Another dad, who liked to raze me, mentioned that I was wearing that hoodie – AGAIN. Touché, but did I dial it back?

Heck no! One Ironman finish became two, then three, four, and currently I am up to five. I wear the finisher jackets, the Ironman hats, t-shirts, and hoodies. I drink my coffee from my Ironman race mugs. I started this blog to document the training and the racing, but there’s definitely some level of pride going into it. I want the memories to be there for me when I am older. Although I write them for myself, others visit the site, looking for race insights and maybe some inspiration. I like to write about running, triathlon, and Ironman, I’m not making any excuses for bragging a little.

At home, it may even be worse. I have a room dedicated to running medals, race posters, and memorabilia. I have a similar shrine to myself in my office at work. Guilty, guilty, guilty.

My shrine to myself at work.

My shrine to myself at work.

I’m not sure if there are many more races in the cards for me. I may not earn another Ironman finisher medal, jacket, name t-shirt, hat, or plaque with pictures of me working hard to earn those things and that title of Ironman. I’m going through some injuries right now and realize that I will get over them, but at 60 it’s not getting easier. So I will look back on those five Ironman finishes and cherish them, and maybe brag a little about it.

As they say, “Suffer for 140.6 miles, brag for a lifetime.”